Cruse excitement

Newport Hotel, Miami
7:34
     So this is going to be a little out of order because I have two entry's that are written on paper that need to be typed but that is uninteresting at this moment. I am excited and fidgety and have been 1/2 awake since 4:30...  I find there are different parts to being Maxine. When I feel good about myself I exist more as myself then when I am all gloomy and depressed. When I am being productive, working on school, sewing, painting, writing... creating SOMETHING... the more of these kinds of things I do the more lime myself I am.
     Traveling also brings me out. There is so much more to the world that my house, my job, and the grocery store... When I first got to Nanaimo I tried to go out every day... as time went on and life there normalized that got harder to do (especially once finding a job started to feel more and more hopeless...).
     Out there on the Webernet there is the blog of a 16 year old high school student and her excitement about going to France (If you are interested its http://angel9magic.diaryland.com/ and I apologizes greatly for the atrocious color choices... I could change it... but I kinda feel that it is preserved history in this state... ). Before  my exchange started I counted down the number of days starting at over 150... That there is EXTREME excitement.
     So here I am the end of the Pre-vacation, ready to pack up this room and go to the pier catch a boat and explore the world... I just wish that the Cruse last's half as long as 4:30 to 7:30 did this morning and all will be GREAT... (Maxine's Theory of Time: The more you are enjoying yourself the less time you get to spend doing it.)
     There will be more entry's on this trip (there is already two they were just written before I have a computer... I got a Net book by the way!! :D It is Red and beautiful!!) they wont be posted till after the 15th though since internet is expensive on a boat in the middle of the ocean.

Have a good week Interweb... I will miss you... :D