It's going...

So I realized that its been two days over a month since I said anything here so that probably mens I need to put something. I have done a few book revues on the other blog, did some art for the layout too just didn't computerize it and get it all set up... There is also one review I started and didn't finish and I want to write a review about my NEW Kobo e-reader (yay!!) as well.  

It's hard to explain the excitement about getting a thing to read books on and then being TOO excited to sit and axially read a book on it. It was kinda funny to be honest. Raven's first true event of the season is this coming weekend, also will be my first time at a roller derby event. 

One exam is done, have to do the calculus one and finish chemistry so I can get that done. Need to get some real job search going on too. Did a bit a few weeks ago but need to do it a bit more hard core... 

I am finding myself majorly hindered these days about how much I care. I cared to look for a job when mom made me mad... I cared about school when the exam was about to happen... but realy in general everyday-niss I am kinda finding it hard... 

I need to change this attitude. Good things keep happening lately, I won an I-pod (which I turned into a e-reader), and I won a card game from Nintendo (not so much won but put codes into club-Nintendo... but it really is the coolest thing ever!) Getting free review books, and chances to go with Stefan to Seneca casino. I am even going to a play with Auntie Corrinne on Wednesday for free (a friend has a seasons pass and cant go so shes giving them to us)! 

There are lots of good things happening... I think its just me I am upset with. But I can decide not to be. So this moment now I am not upset. I will do what I ask myself to do. Not just ignore what I require as if I don't really matter. 

/Sigh... it's just so much work... :P who ever wants to do work...